Missing you

If you were there, I would have felt secured.
If you were there, I would have had a shoulder to lean upon.
If you were there, I would have had a life time driver
I imagine of having bike rides with you, why did you leave me?
I think god is cruel and heartless, so only he created problems in your heart
Am I an atheist, no I have faith him.
He is the one, who gave me this beautiful family.
He knew that If he had taken you, after I had been with you, he knew I would have felt your absence more.
So he took you from me before I could see you.
If you were there I would have said with heads up-right, you are there for me,
Now what shall I say?

Placements

March 31, most memorable day in my life.
The whole world would have slept, but 2k6 SSNites weren’t.
With butterflies in stomach, SSNites were buzzed with activity.
It was 10pm I had my tech interview. God have I ever stayed awake to study!
But the full day we were hitting hard with our books.
By 12am results were announced. We were flying high.
I reached my place by 2 am, waiting for my dad to come and pick me up
He wasn’t there in stop, I started walking to my house as if whole world is mine.
Some one came and asked me what are you doing here, shall I drop you.
Had the guts to tell mind your business at that odd hour too.
God where did I get that courage!
My dad came to pick his little sweet kid.
Than congratulating for my offer, yelled at me for walking alone to my home.
My eyes twinkled and walked with pride, am not a kid anymore
A pre-final year student with a offer letter in hand!!

Friendship

Why did you come into my life dear, is to wipe my shredding tears
Is it to lend a shoulder to lean upon?
Is it to love me dearly?
Why did you come into my life dear!
You left me when I realized we were inseparables
You left me when I had none around me
You left me when I had none to care for me
Why did you come into my life dear!
Is it to show me the scar of friendship?
Is it to show me what friendship is?
Why did you come into my life dear!
I owe to destiny to make us meet again
Life is short, will you come before the petals dry in my grave my dear friend?

Mother

You gave me this life!
When I topped school you said good.
When I topped secondary you said ok.
All would say praise loudly criticize softly.
But why were you other way to me
Is it to mould me & shape me?
When I had a first fall, you were the one to hold me
In all my successes you walked with me
In all my failures you carried me with you.
Now I knew you thought the triumphs would crown my heads with pride.
I owe everything to you, for what I am today
I don’t believe in rebirth, but want you forever & ever.